I don't typically write "off the cuff", that is, I don't write something the first time and be done with it. Usually if I am going to write in here, I will write it in Word first and then copy/paste.

For the journal on my web-site, I will write directly in the blog but read it over several times before posting. I like to be able to see how things sound, change wording, etc. But I've got a random thought that's been on my mind today....

I want to create memories with someone. I was talking today with another BFD member and how you could see the love between her and her partner in their posts. And I guess that's what started me thinking, but it's more than that really.

I want to be able to look back 5 or 10 years from now and smile fondly about a time when we did this or that. I don't have memories, per se, right now. I have history and thinking about them usually makes me angry or sad. Yes, over time they lose that edge and seen in perspective, become memories of a sort, but I want lasting memories. I want to share special times with someone that will be around for a while, not just a few months or a year.

Not that I only want someone to have memories to look back on; I want to take the time to create those memories, too. I know being in a relationship isn't all about going somewhere and doing things but it is nice to have those moments to look back on fondly and reminisce.

Yep, so that's what I'm thinking about and looking for ~ a butch with whom I can create memories.... oh, and drive a golf cart (NOT  ).