I thought that I was so lucky, I had met this wonderful person ~ sweet, funny, great personality, insightful, strong, caring ~ and hy had feelings for me on top of all that.  But if you were interested in someone and really cared about them, wouldn't you see it for what it was - an honest mistake - and be willing to give them a second chance?  I guess all that I thought hy felt for me was only in my mind, because I wanted hym to feel those things for me, but hy never really did.  It's so sad, really.  Maybe I will write more later...