Week in Review - 11/06/2005 1:09 PM
Trying at least to get weekly updates out there as sometimes there isn't enough stuff to post on a daily basis. Kind of an emotionally draining and stressful week though...
Week in Review - 10/29/2005 5:52 AM
What was supposed to be a slow, uneventful week didn't turn out that way, much to my disappointment. I decided to apply for the Resource Specialist position; there's so...
Friends - 10/23/2005 10:04 AM
I want to be the best friend I can be to any friends I have but in this situation it seems difficult. My best friend has always had feelings for me but we decided we would...
The Gift of Hope - 10/21/2005 12:00 AM
Probably just a lot of random thoughts tonight - it's late and I'm tired... Been talking to someone new online lately. She seems like a great (butch) woman with a...
Ignorance from
Within - 10/13/2005 9:09 PM
Do not mock me for what I represent to you as aspirations of yourself that can only be obtained through others. As your words dance across my memory, they are recalled in mind...
Somewhere I
Belong.... - 9/25/2005 3:14 PM
People just don't get it - this is the real me. Things are never going to be any different than they are right now. Maybe that's why I don't have anyone in my life,...
"Kids" - 9/25/2005 10:21 AM
I tell ya what, if you don't have any pets, you cannot even begin to understand what is entailed with "raising" them. They are such a huge responsibility, particularly...
I am Who I am... - 9/21/2005 10:00 PM
Looking back at most of my journal entries, I see that many are negative or depressing in nature. My first thought was to apologize for them, to add a disclaimer of sorts...
I Still Feel Alone - 9/19/2005 10:06 PM
"...And be surrounded by a million people, I still feel alone..." If I close myself off in a little box, maybe they can't touch me, can't hurt me; If I live in this...
Weekend Plans? - 9/16/2005 3:50 PM
Nothing real exciting this weekend... I'm skipping practice because I can, and I am still mad about last Friday. Going to the Red & White Red Wings intra-squad...
Fairy Tales - 9/12/2005 1:03 PM
Once upon a time, friends were just as important as family, if not more so. They were a social outlet when you needed to get out of the house or felt like doing...
Hockey - 9/09/2005 9:16 PM
How unbelievably frustrating to go to the FIRST practice of the season and only 3 other players show up. No captains, no senior members, and only a handful...
Many thoughts... - 9/07/2005 6:42 AM
Sometimes I am left with many thoughts, and the emotions that go along with them are overwhelming. When things are not going well, I wonder if there is a higher being, and...
I'm Back.... - 9/01/2005 10:12 PM
It's been a week since I last wrote (I think) and I didn't really intend to go that long. Things have been busy with hockey. And then I got to go to a couple of...
Detroit Shock - 8/26/2005 10:10 AM
Went to the Detroit Shock game last night, and it was a good time! I think I saw my future wife... There she was on the court, dribbling by with legs as...
Lacking discipline - 8/21/2005 9:05 PM
I really seem to lack discipline; I can't stick to anything, even when I say I am going to. The area it seems to affect me the most is trying to get in shape, either by...
Sunday - 8/14/2005 9:30 PM
Went bowling tonight and did pretty good (for me). Got a 110, 97, 136, and 138; even beat my friend - woo hoo! Had a good time and it was nice to get out of...
New Medication - 8/13/2005 12:11 PM
Had a medication review this morning and we talked about how things keep reoccurring, these periods of time where the depression seems worse, and I'm unable to deal with things...
Work - 8/11/2005 2:13 PM
Grr! I freakin' hate my boss... She doesn't like anything I do. It's not good enough, quick enough, nice looking enough, etc. I wonder why she hired me...
Just another day... - 8/11/2005 6:44 AM
So here I am, sitting at the computer before work. It was a relatively quiet evening - did some hockey related things and chatted a bit with a friend until she...
Strange Week... - 8/04/2005 6:45 AM
It's been a strange week - work has been very busy, I've been out of sorts, etc. I've fallen in to a bit of a funk again and I'm not sure why, or how to get out of...