Small Gesture - 1/30/2008 10:47 AM
I'm not having a particularly good day. In fact, I'm not having a particularly good week. But today something made me pause and be grateful for the little...
The Weekend - 1/27/2008 9:58 PM
It has actually turned out to be a decent weekend for me, one of the better ones I've had in a while I think. Aside from the cold and snowy conditions, I did get out of...
Web-Site Updates - 1/25/2008 8:57 PM
As usual, I've been making changes to the site. I added a couple new links this week - Glee.com and ButchFemmeDance.com - both glbt-friendly and I've chatted with some...
As the Mind Turns... - 1/23/2008 9:07 PM
So, I was talking to someone about constantly evolving, and well, not all of us want to do that. I mean, I get that everyone changes over time to some degree. I...
Letting myself go - 1/20/2008 6:50 PM
I've been thinking about the things I tend to let go when not dating or in a relationship. Things like not working on my nails or caring what I wear when I run to the...
Work - 1/16/2008 9:37 PM
Not even sure where to begin here - they made me permanent this week and I still feel like what choice did I have? Seriously, though, with the economy as bad as it is, how...
Friendship, Part 2 - 1/13/2008 1:09 PM
I had dinner last night with someone from Butch-Femme (strictly plutonic) and we had a nice time chatting and getting to know one another. I do hope we will be able to get...
Dinner w/Colleagues - 1/04/2008 10:15 PM
I'm kinda tired so this won't be long but had a nice dinner tonight with 2 ladies I respect and admire very much. One of them, my former manager when I was in training,...
Loss of Self - 12/31/2007 10:55 PM
I don't know who I am anymore, or rather, I'm not sure I ever did. I've always felt it was important to be a part of something - a team, a group, a club, a circle of...
New Years Eve - 12/31/2007 10:37 PM
Well, as predicted, here I am alone on New Years Eve. My Mom has already gone to bed (yes, I spent the evening with my mother) and I'm not tired enough to sleep. Oh...
My Sexual Evolution - 12/28/2007 11:07 AM
When I was growing up, we were socialized to believe that girls liked boys and vice versa, not to say that there were not girls who liked girls as well, but they denied those...
Empty - 12/23/2007 9:13 PM
It's not just the lack of money, trying to find a new job, not having my own space (again), etc. The most important to me was my relationship, and it is as if no one will...
Drowning - 12/21/2007 10:00 PM
the random thoughts that haunt me pictures playing out of control in my mind trying to escape the sea of emotions that continue to drown me no life preserver in sight always...
Alone - 12/06/2007 8:15 PM
The reality is, no matter how much I am affected by my break-up, my ex continues to not be at all, and I can only say it reinforces the fact that he didn't love me and wasn't...
Foolish in Love - 12/03/2007 9:17 PM
The sad thing is, even though I say I will never do it again, I know that if he called me tomorrow and said he loved me and wanted to try and make it work, I would actually...
Longing to be
settled - 12/02/2007 9:15 AM
We knew bad weather was coming and sure enough, it snowed and possibly ranied and hailed through the night. I had looked the other day for my brush/ice scraper in the car...
Heartache, Part 2 - 11/30/2007 8:16 PM
I've been meaning to get this song on here, and it seems appropriate now: People say he’s only in my head It's gonna take time but I'll forget They say I need to get on with my...
Heartache - 11/29/2007 3:30 PM
I think that people don't understand that I am feeling such a great sense of loss right now. Yes, I am extremely worried about the fact that I don't have a job and haven't...