Hockey - 4/22/2008 8:58 PM
It has been a very long time since I have given that title to a blog but it's finally time. Tonight I registered thru USA Hockey so I could turn in a form for the summer...
Only in My Head - 4/04/2008 11:17 PM
I thought that I was so lucky, I had met this wonderful person ~ sweet, funny, great personality, insightful, strong, caring ~ and hy had feelings for me on top of all...
A Final Goodbye - 3/28/2008 8:59 AM
I received an email from my ex this week that he had received the last check of monies I owed. His closing remarks seemed rather final so I asked if it would be ok to chat...
Trust - 3/27/2008 9:59 PM
I have hesitated to even write this entry as I do not think it will accurately reflect my feelings. Someone had come in to my life unexpectedly and we had spent a lot of...
Sanctuary - 3/25/2008 8:26 PM
"And I give it all awayJust to haveSomewhere to go toGive it all awayTo have someoneTo come home to" The lyrics from Linkin Park's My December echo through my mind. ...
Signs - 3/25/2008 7:51 PM
I'm not always sure I believe in signs but lately it feels like there have been a few come my way. I had an IM last week from someone I haven't talked to in a little...
Sisters - 2/22/2008 7:29 PM
My mom and her sisters are not getting along, and I'm really at a loss on how to help her. She comes from a family of 6 but is closer to 2 of the sisters. While all...
Can't let go... - 2/17/2008 7:25 PM
Someone told me this week that I need to let my ex go and just get over it as she put it. This observation came after I said I had noticed his MySpace emotion guage...
Out of Control - 2/15/2008 8:15 PM
It's been a rough week, my depression is kicking my ass. People who have not gone through it have no concept of how debilitating it can be on someone. I just don't...
Door #2 - 2/08/2008 10:18 PM
My analogy for the week has been to tell people I am Door #2. I describe it like this: My ex, when given the choice of picking Door #1, an unknown female TBD...
Ode to Older Butch
Women - 2/06/2008 8:29 PM
This is a piece of prose I put in my blog on the ButchFemmeDance web-site. Hands, rough on the outside, toughened by years of forging a path where there was none, yet gentle...
Just like a
tattoo... - 2/05/2008 9:27 PM
As I was driving home today I thought about the break-up, and what the fall out has been. It's so much more than just losing your partner. All at once you lose the...